God gave me you

If God "Gave me you" for the up's and downs of life I don't know what I would do without you. You were the center of my life maybe that is where we went wrong, maybe I loved you to much and that drove us apart. I understand that you wanted to have your freedom and your fun but did you have to cheat on me like that. Did you have to drag my heart through the mud like it was nothing to you. You say "You loved me" how could you do what you did to me if you did love me. I don't understand how a person could put another through so much pain and misery if they were in love with them.

Well its over now so I don't have to worry about it anymore life has moved on the sun as gone up and set just like it did before my heart still beats my feet still tap to the music. You were the love of my life the center of it and now you are memories and every now and then a conversation holder. Times were good times were great memories will last a long time the pain is slowly leaving if not left and now I have found a new shining light one that can't hurt me the way it did in the past. "Thanks for the memories."

My Lover

I think I have found that girl that makes me feel so special! She calls when I am blue, she calls when I am feeling great! The girl that every guy dreams of when he is young.  The girl that completes that completes that other half that you didn’t really know you had until you found it.  The girl that I want to be with forever, she has that touch that melts me away, when I look in her eye i know that the world is going to be fine because I have her.  Her touch that is so soft yet makes me feel safe.  I want to be with her forever MLP will you please be mine?

FRIEND

Someone you can go to when there is no one there.  A person you can tell everything to and know that they will never share.  A person that you can count on to be there. A person that will love and care for you when you need it the most and even when you don’t they still will.  You can tell them your deepest secrets and know they will be safe.  The only thing is in the end they are just a friend they are not someone you will marry carrying on with you in your family tree.   Friends are a blessing and I would not trade anyone of them for anything.

Don't know what to call this

Why? Things can change in seconds everything you had going, everything that you thought was so perfect can fall out from under you. In the matter of a few minutes things can change. Why? The answer to that could make many things make since. I am worried for you and I am afraid that you are going to get hurt in a very bad way and out of anger you are going to change what you stand for. For that I am sorry I wish I could help. However, because of what happened I can not. You changed your mind in the matters of a few minutes to go on one side then a minute later your going the other way. I am hoping that we someday can talk and be friends again. You are in my thoughts for life some in a positive way some in a negative way. Please do not make any on the spot decsions it will bite you in the rear in the long run and it's not you. I am sorry this happened the way it did and that you feel the way you do. Good luck and I am praying for you. Good bye.

What is it?

There was a time a few weeks ago I thought I had it made everything made since. Then it happened everything fell apart. I was single it seemed I was losing friends it was all so confusing. Well now I am still single I have a huge regret and one of my closest friends ever and I are slowly growing apart yeah I know that everything is going to be ok its just not right I thought there was something there and now all I can say is that I wish you the best in this hard time. I wish there was something I could do to make it all be ok again but sadly I can not. Just "Breathe in and Breathe Out" and remember that if it is suppose to be it will be. There is hard times in life if I could I would take them out for you. And remember this "Forever and Always" I am always here to talk to. Its either a few stairs away or a phone call I will always be here for you. All I ask is do not forget about me I know I will never forget about you and I hope after all this is over I hope we can go back to the way things were because those were "The best days of my life" and the heart don't forget "Something like That" I wish the best and I will always be here for you.

The future of agriculture is going to have some rough times in the growing year of 2009. With the high fertilizer prices in 2008 along with seed and other inputs being high and the market dropping at harvest time made a large economic problem. Then this year the chemical companies have a large amount of the high prices fertilizer to sell before they can start to sell the lower prices fertilizer that we have in today’s market. With today’s market still fluctuating it is hard to tell what fuel, seed, and other expenses are going to be at planting time. On the contrary we know that the expenses around the yard and in the household are going up. The typical farmer is going to have to stay in the industry to help pull it through the hard times so there is a future for agriculture in the United States of America and not just in the foreign countries. Agriculture in the form of crops is one industry that we must keep in the United States. Without it we will have to import all of our food and that means that we would be able to be taken over extreamly easy. Towards the end of harvast in 2008 the market had dropped for beans. No matter where you went the bean crop could not be sold.
On the livestock side of things it will be even tougher for those that have ran off of their credit line to purchase feed and livestock. The livestock industry exclusively the beef industry has a major issue on their hands with this new carbon credit issue. One of the bigger issues is that the cattleman’s association is trying to push the credits through with the calves. This means that the rancher that raises the calves from birth has to pay for the credits and then the slaughter house gets the money for it. This makes it extremely hard for the rancher having to pay for the credits and then not getting any return on it. The livestock industry also has to get over the high cost of feed last year with the market not being supportive at slaughter time but also the fact that this year the prices have not gone down with the rest of the market. The cost of corn as gone down yet when you go to buy it in a three way mix at a feed store it is still high priced. Then we have to worry about selling our animals after we have invested a large amount of money into the feed.

Stimulus Plan

We are on the night before the stimulus plan will go through or not. What is this really for is it to really help the American people or the economy or is it to pay the people back that helped him get elected. Well we won't ever really know if it will pay is contributors back or not but it puts the question in your head. Another really good question is what happened to the last stimulus plan oh yeah it disappeared. All that money just disappeared and that is probably what is going to happen to this one. We don't know for sure if it will or not but it happened last time so it just might this time. The government needs get out of the way and let the economy balance out. Ya it might not be pretty but borrowing money from china is just going to prolong the problem. They just need to stay out of it!!!!!