Don't know what to call this

Why? Things can change in seconds everything you had going, everything that you thought was so perfect can fall out from under you. In the matter of a few minutes things can change. Why? The answer to that could make many things make since. I am worried for you and I am afraid that you are going to get hurt in a very bad way and out of anger you are going to change what you stand for. For that I am sorry I wish I could help. However, because of what happened I can not. You changed your mind in the matters of a few minutes to go on one side then a minute later your going the other way. I am hoping that we someday can talk and be friends again. You are in my thoughts for life some in a positive way some in a negative way. Please do not make any on the spot decsions it will bite you in the rear in the long run and it's not you. I am sorry this happened the way it did and that you feel the way you do. Good luck and I am praying for you. Good bye.